by Kelly Rene
Today someone celebrates one year sober. I remember 10 days in, he looked at me with tears in his eyes and said, “I don’t think I can do this.” I replied, “You already are.”
I saw him fall and pick himself back up again. I was an outside observer seeing his higher power do for him what he could not do for himself. I saw him reach out to others and plug in. I was inspired watching his face light up, seeing the growth and life return to him in a way that neither of us could have imagined. This day resonates in my heart. A man whose doctor stood before me saying he would only have 2-5 years to live if he continued drinking, and even THAT wasn’t enough to keep him sober. It was a process that began to unfold a miracle. I remember him taking his will back, and I mean INSTANTLY hit a road block. I couldn’t help but laugh. It was like God said, “No, buddy. You’re gonna stay right on the path I have you on.”
I remember when I was convinced that my calling was to change someone else’s life & influence their choices. It took so much time and energy trying to play God. I’m grateful I got to step out of the way this time. Instead, I got to share some really fond memories with another recovering alcoholic. Our drives to the meetings brought conversations and laughter. I learned to let go and trust my HP with the life of someone I love. You know what I found out? My HP did a better job than I would have.
Each day is a gift. Life is so fragile. I’m so grateful to live a life of recovery today and to be present in the moments given to me. Happy one year to a very special person. You’re a miracle, and we get to see miracles every f******g day. #wedorecover
